Let be clear here,
I'm a nutter, and stuff affects me, whether it should or shouldn't.
I can barely get through the month financially, due to not qualifying for most benefits, due to minor technicalities. However, what I do get after many years of working my nuts off (most of it being the reason my back is now so buggered, it's slowly collapsing from the base of my skull to my tail bone) is not enough and most months I play a game of robbing Peter to pay Paul.
I got invited by Anker to come join up and get free stuff. My expectations are lower than a.limbo dancers. However, sometimes I look forward to actually winning, so when I don't, my anxiety n depression kicks in, and I feel sorry for myself. This is partly due to, mental health and a.lifetime of being rejected n let down (at 6 months.old my parents decided that.... Despite kicking, slapping n chucking me about, I wouldn't stop crying (no shit Sherlock) so they tossed me aside and into care, where let's just say, stuff happened by people paid to protect me).
I don't want sympathy, sympathy doesn't do anything. Understanding and patience, is good.
Why am I saying this? I know I could just stay quiet.
I want people to know that they know nothing about people and the way they judge n critise, is not right.
Oh, have a great Saturday night