My upbringing was so varied but often there was “church” involved in some way, and to various degrees went freely or was “encouraged” to go!
Life as a young adult I made decisions that were not to be encouraged, or emulated!
I freely continued in church life I til I got disalisioned, but what I believe is still there.
During a “strange” part of my life, I did lots n lots n lots of study, and even preaching (yes, on the pulpit). I can argue n quote with the best from my view point n belief… As most will testify, in more than happy to argue 
What I believe and how I believe is no one’s business on here, and your beliefs is none of.my business either.
Personal beliefs, are extremely personal n emotional. Discussing even amongst adults, always gets bitter when it comes to religion.
To maintain the status quo, it’s best not to start it.
Now if you were to post a fresh topic on the matter, in sure it would be closed down, cos here is not the place.
If anyone is interested in what I believe, you’re welcome to pm me, but don’t get upset if you don’t like my reply! … And that’s why it’s not the place of a secular forum to discuss…
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE 